They're back... creeping through our veins & swimming through our every thought & emotion. Preying on our every weakness. I'm not sure why they've come back, or if they'll be back again. All I know is that for a short period of time last night I lost control & she was there, no longer a shadow but the physical entity that haunts my every waking moment. He was there too... & my heart started racing. It seems so strange to me to have two separate attractions in one body. I hate him, with a burning, fiery passion... but the connection between Georgina & Michael is too strong to fight, & the love I have for Shaun makes it difficult to avoid. As much as I hate Michael, I'm willing to live with him for Shaun.
Everything about last night's encounter made my heart race & made my blood boil. He smelled different, & he said the same about her. About me. Something's changed, & although I'm not really sure what that is... it scares me. Change hasn't been good in my eyes for a long, long time. Change only means something is coming. Not knowing what is going to happen to us next scares the living Hell out of me. I just hope that it's something good, because I can't handle any more bullshit.
Everything I'm Not Made Me Everything I Am
Lea-Georgina Taylor
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